I still remember at 21st October 2017, 8.25pm, Ward 5 Bed 1, second floor, Hospital Tawau, it's the moment God took you home and my heart was torn in two, one side filled with heartache, the other died with you. Today, it's been a month since you're gone, dad. Every day I miss you and almost every day I'm crying when I felt that I miss you so much.
Dear dad,
I still remember,
And will always remember all of our memories together,
The moment when we talk together discussing current issues,
The moment when you send me by using your lovely 'Navara' to every place that I wanna go, just because you know that I don't like using public bus :'),
The moment when I kiss your hand every time before I'm leaving home,
The moment when I pursue my study at UM, almost every day you call/chat me asking everything about myself without not even giving a chance for me to ask about yourself,
The moment when I'm feeling sick you're so worried and took extra care for me,
The moment when you cook for me and your dish was among delicious food in the world,
And those special memories of you will always bring a smile for me :)
Dear dad,
I miss you,
I miss you every single day,
I miss the way you care for me,
I miss the way you advise me,
I miss the way you mad at me when I do something wrong,
I miss the way you call my name,
I miss the way you make me smile and laugh with your jokes,
And I miss everything about you dad :'(
Dear dad,
Since you're gone,
I feel incomplete,
Sorrow and sadness become my best friend,
My heart still aches with pain and secret tears still flow,
Hoping that you will come back,
But the fact that you'll never be.
Dear Dad, I know you are always watching over me,
And that your guiding hand will forever be on my shoulder,
The fact that you're no longer here always broke my heart,
Will always cause pain,
But dad you're still forever in my heart.
Dad, I really hope you're fine 'there'. A thousand words and tears won't bring you back so that every single day I'll pray that we will meet again in heaven. I hope you're fine 'there'. Till we meet again dad :')
-AL-FATIHAH-
